don't stand so close to me.

and i really hate posting twice in the same span of like five minutes, but it’s like those moments when you have too many thoughts in your brain and it’s crucial that you get all these thoughts out, or at least some of them, or i think i’ll explode and it’s dark outside and everyone’s asleep, so i don’t want to turn on the lights so i can write in my notebook, so i guess tumblr will have to do. but it’s these times when you’re all alone in the dark that your thoughts come out and invade your personal space. and you start thinking, ‘what if’, or questioning if you did the right thing or the wrong thing, and it always seems like i figure out that my actions were shit. that i chose the wrong path, made the wrong decision. but then i look at what i’ve gotten in return, and honestly, it doesn’t seem that bad at all. but the worst part is now, my head is running in circles because i don’t know if i should be happy or sad that everything has ended up how it is right now. it’s moments like this where i wish i could just hide in someone’s arms and have them tell me how everything ends, instead of me having to figure it out by myself.